What to write, what to write... Well, I guess I should open up and invite you all in. AWKWARD... If your actually paying attention. Starting a blog seemed to be another way to boost one's self esteem for awhile. A way for people to make themselves feel a little more exquisite. I thought wow, blogging.... SO HIP. Yes, I said it. But then I thought well I am an active audience of these things, why not contribute say my little hello to the world.
So here I am. Hello? I am rather nervous you know? How will people perceive me. How cruel are the critics.... EEK. But then I said to myself Listen here you look like a chump, you're actin' like a chump, CHUMP! And then I said back to myself, I oughta'.... Whoa. Must be lookin' pretty coo-coo to you all...
Let me get back on track... Oh, yes. I decided I would not let my fears of not being as great as everyone stop me like it did in high school, when I decided not to try out for drama club in because they all were so good! I walked out of the department's hall with my eyes to the ground so that no one could see the tears and snot running down my face. A wreck, but a moment that will never be forgotten.
What a missed opportunity.
I will be just as upfront and true here as I am in my real life. I find myself to be a interesting person, and I think that this will be great for me. I guess I have to thank you for allowing me this opportunity, and will try my best to provide you with GRADE A bloggin'.
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